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Eh, I've forgotten a lot. It's not so bad, if you forget that you've forgotten.

What if I forgot you?

I mean. It's happened before. The last time this guy was all "ANNA!" and then flipped the fuck out about how I didn't know who he was.

Well...that'd suck. But you usually remember the good things. It's the shitty ones that are the easiest to forget. And! You only really seem to forget everything when you change from one type of being into another.

Well... I don't remember much of anything from before I 'died'. Even Tori was fuzzy at first and she's one of the good things I tried so hard to cling to...

I don't want to forget you is all. Or Tori... or any of the other good things I still have scraps of. And I worry I might.

[takes her by the shoulders] You forget (haha) that your memories are in my head. Any time you forget, I got them for you.

I did forget that...

Because a lot of them are the bad ones. SEE?

If I did forget everything... if I forgot you... Promise to remind me you have the memories? Let me decide again if I want them back? And remind me how terrible they are so I know what I'd be taking back?

I can do you one better...I can only give you the good ones again!

Right up until this moment. Promise me. I don't want want to ever forget the good you've been for me.

Whatever I did to deserve to die.. was worth it if you're making sure I'm still me.

I promise. Or whatever moment you lose your memories at. As long as you're still willing to go in my head! Which amnesiac you might think is weird...

You didn't deserve to die. I've met people who deserve to die, and you weren't one of them.

Well. I might not want to. But tell me anyway so I at least have the choice... And for whatever it's worth, while I do remember you, right now after everything, I sort of adore you and I'm glad it's you I remember best.

I was a vampire. I did a lot of bad things. If I didn't deserve it, no one deserves it. And it's turned out good. I mean, we have this.

[nods] Will do. And I adore you too, beautiful. [kisses her on both cheeks]

Weeellll...yeah. Okay. But I've known worse vampires, and you're living proof that the soul stuck inside the vampire can still be good. I dunno about the "just needs freeing" thing, but you being free has been really good, right?

[She crinkles her nose and hugs tight] Love you. Have I said that before? We're getting married someday maybe, I probably should get used to saying it.

I've been really happy since I died. Like. I almost feel bad haunting Blade for killing me. Not quite. But almost.

[He smiles widely] I love you too. Man, we'll actually get to just say it in the morning, and before night, and be all kinds of squishy. That'll be...really nice. It already is.

Eh, you know he deserves it. He made your life better, but that wasn't exactly his intent.

It's so weird, isn't it? Saying it out loud? It's real. Not in a bad way. But totally weird.

Yeah... He doesn't get a pass--He shouldn't have killed me. But... I think I am better off ultimately.

Totally weird. [pulls her in and kisses her] But you know, it's a science experiment in love with a ghost death avatar. I think weird is just par for the course for us. And so is the good way part. Did I tell you that Caitlinn gave me some experimental sex tonic that maybe won't make you a zombie? But it's untested so...

You are. And so am I! So it's hard to hate the guy for me...

We're kind of weird. I don't mind a little weird. Do you?

You didn't tell me... you know, if it were anyone but Cait, I'd be a bit sceptical and question if it works... does this mean I get to have good old fashioned normal sex at least once in my afterlife?

Yeah. I don't hate him. I still can't keep from blowing out all the lights when he's around, but... that's just impulse. He's okay.

Pff, you ask question to which you know the answer. Because you're part me and I'm part you! Which might make us even weirder.

Well, even she looked kinda skeptical that it would work. But if you wanna try it, then yeah!

Hey, you need that intense anger to keep on sticking around as a ghost. So it's all good.

I like 'hot mess' because where you end and I begin... is a mess. and We're pretty hot.

She looked sceptical? Does that mean it might not work? But it's CAIT. She' like. Badass from what the whispers say...

Oh Even without him, there's others... so much anger. So much failure...

And you totally make me make a hot mess. When you're in my head, it's like the hottest wet dream EVER.

Yeah, I know! That's what I figure. But she also hates me, so she might not have tried as hard. I dunno.

Is that the book talking again? Man, I swear, I gotta re-anchor you to me, so I can be your book. I wouldn't whisper evil things at you.

You tease. You wont even tell me!

Cait hates you? ...because of me, right?

It's kind of the book. I can't help it. There's just this urge to explode things at his eyes...

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Tell you what?? I tell you all things related to hot sexy times!

Well yeah. And pretty much everything I've ever done to make her life difficult ever. Which is everything. But it started with bringing you back and not wanting to let you go.

I wonder...can I become your book? How would that even work?

[she bites her lip, grinning] All the things?

I guess she might be tired of you.. but that's no reason to treat you badly.

I... I don't know. Its part of Death..

You get to experience my thoughts of all the things IN REAL TIME!

Well, I stole her wishing stuff a while back. She was pretty mad.

Yeah true. I can't be part of Death. Oh well. I guess I'll just have to keep being your happy angel on your shoulder.