Well give me the name of who does! Because I need to lodge a complaint.
It's not dumb shit if you're feeling stressed out about it.
The shop is actually doing very well. We created a lot of hype so I've been on my feet from dusk till dawn. Which is good I guess? But I'm stretching myself too thin. I was hoping after a few weeks it would settle but I don't see that being a thing that happens anymore.
It feels like every time I make some sort of progress I do something subconsciously to foul it all up and rather then just, talk about it, things blow up instead and I just... I have too much good in my life right now to be dragged down by that sort of tripe.
... You're right. The now is good. It's very good. Honestly I don't think my life could get any better then it is right now.
It's why I don't quite understand people who believe in God. I mean I respect those who do, because that is their choice, but it's just... So hard to believe that anyone could be so cruel to supposedly his finest work.
I... I think I might as Tess to be my wife. I sort of tested it out by telling Mark, and by the way you're not to breathe a word to anyone. Not even your wives. But... I think maybe if we're still together by December I might break all my personal rules and ask but... Do you think that's too quick? I mean. I've only known her for a year and a half and... She doesn't really believe in the concept but... I don't know... For the first time in my life I just, I feel like that's what would make my life complete. And even if I asked and... She said no I'd feel okay. Cause I did it.
I do to, but only because if we're it then that's sad. But I don't believe there is a defined God, so-to-say.
I've never thought about doing this before. It makes me nervous and I never assume anyone would like me that much but I think that... I think she's the one.
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Hello.
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Hey Matt, how are you?
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Oh, you know. Stressed. You?
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More or less the same. What's got you stressed out?
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Aw, dumb shit. How's the shop?
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It's not dumb shit if you're feeling stressed out about it.
The shop is actually doing very well. We created a lot of hype so I've been on my feet from dusk till dawn. Which is good I guess? But I'm stretching myself too thin. I was hoping after a few weeks it would settle but I don't see that being a thing that happens anymore.
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I snapped at Smith and he got butthurt. I was in the wrong a bit, I guess, but it gets all very... trying.
Still, good to start with! I knew you could do it.
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If it makes you feel any better I've just given up on all that because, as you said, it all gets very trying.
Don't get too excited it's just the first month. I have a lot ahead of me after that. I don't know. I still get very sick when I think of the future.
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It does, actually.
Gabe, the NOW is good. Sometimes you have to stop and acknowledge that.
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It feels like every time I make some sort of progress I do something subconsciously to foul it all up and rather then just, talk about it, things blow up instead and I just... I have too much good in my life right now to be dragged down by that sort of tripe.
... You're right. The now is good. It's very good. Honestly I don't think my life could get any better then it is right now.
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Gabe, I think that is the exact right attitude to have.
High fucking five, man.
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I think, right now, it works for me. Even if it's not doing me any favours. Matt... Can I ask your opinion on something?
High five indeed.
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Of course.
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I... I think I might as Tess to be my wife. I sort of tested it out by telling Mark, and by the way you're not to breathe a word to anyone. Not even your wives. But... I think maybe if we're still together by December I might break all my personal rules and ask but... Do you think that's too quick? I mean. I've only known her for a year and a half and... She doesn't really believe in the concept but... I don't know... For the first time in my life I just, I feel like that's what would make my life complete. And even if I asked and... She said no I'd feel okay. Cause I did it.
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YES DO IT!
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You don't think that's being too forwards?
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No!
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I've never thought about doing this before. It makes me nervous and I never assume anyone would like me that much but I think that... I think she's the one.
I don't know how people know that though.