For centuries my King preferred that we keep to ourselves and defend our own borders. We were allies once, long ago, but.... it did not end well for the Woodland host.
*She paused for a moment.*
But... as I no longer serve the Woodland Realm.... I shall join the host offering their assistance to the men of Rohan.
In truth, I believe I am equally guilty of breaking his. It's... complicated.
*Matters of the heart always were. She often wondered if it would not be better to close herself off entirely. It certainly would be easier, no doubt.*
But I fear he will not welcome my presence on the battlefield.
Right. Yeh know yeh kind of remind me of Heed's friend Kitty when she was kind of not sure if she liked a guy that way or not anymore. Maybe yeh two should sit down and talk about it?
[Wouldn't be the first time Lockheed had been an impromptu romance consultant, it seemed.]
Still, however yeh feel, yeh should be able to work together if it's important.
My feelings on the matter are not a mystery to me... But fights such as this require focus. It is best not to discuss things now. Our timing has always been... quite awful.
I fear we have avoided the topic for decades... perhaps even centuries. He is, after all, my Prince. His father certainly will never approve such a thing, for I am Silvan, and quite common.
*She smiled a little sadly and shook her head.*
As I said, it is complicated, and best not to dwell upon.
Yeh ain't common to Heed, Tauriel. Yeh the bravest and most pretty elf girl Heed knows.
Maybe yeh and him should try to talk about it, anyway. When yeh ain't needin' to slay orcs anyway. Cause if somethin' happens to either of yeh, yeh gonna regret it. That's what I would think, anyway.
You are right, we ought to discuss it, but now is not the right time for such things. Assuming we both survive the darkness and battles ahead, we will have plenty of time to worry about... other matters.
Oh he rather enjoyed teasing me when we were small. He still does at times, when we find a carefree moment. In truth, I do not mind. I rather like making him smile.
*And that made the tips of her ears turn slightly red.*
[This prompts a slight chuckle.] That's what my friend Kitty would call 'cute'. Yeh clearly still like each other then. Even if it sounds like he needs to be taught what's in front of him.
Maybe I should just say I'll date yeh if he don't, see if that gets him jealous.
Legolas and I have known one another for centuries. I do not believe there is a need to "date".
And it is not simply a matter of approval of our elders... he is a Prince. Whoever he marries may one day help him rule the Woodland Realm. They must be suited to that role.
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*She paused for a moment.*
But... as I no longer serve the Woodland Realm.... I shall join the host offering their assistance to the men of Rohan.
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Do yeh want's Heed's help too?
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I thank you. Your friendship means much to me.
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And yours to Heed, Lady Tauriel. I'm sure you'll do well in Rohan.
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*Actually, she did doubt him. She was not certain where his loyalties would lie when it came down to a fight, but she did not voice such thoughts.*
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That is not my concern. I know my skill... it is of a more personal nature.
*With a slight hesitation, she thought about how best to explain things.*
I believe my Prince shall be there.
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*Hey, he doesn't much like orcs either. He certainly doesn't like Sauron.*
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Yeh mean Legolas? I thought he broke yeh heart once. But yeh think he wouldn't want yeh there?
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*Matters of the heart always were. She often wondered if it would not be better to close herself off entirely. It certainly would be easier, no doubt.*
But I fear he will not welcome my presence on the battlefield.
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[It was never easy to love when you were long lasting, it seemed, or dealing with someone like the archer Tauriel had sometimes spoken of to him.]
Surely he'd know yeh'd be better there than not at all. And if he said no he'd probably have to answer to Heed if I was around.
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Perhaps I can keep my presence secret...
*That wasn't likely... but she could try.*
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...still, that's a good idea. Maybe you should do that.
So... sort of building off an old LJ thread here... AUness all over... pardon my weirdness.
*And she blushed bright red at that. It seemed things were very complicated indeed!*
We do not have time for.... such feelings.
*Romance had no place in battle, after all.*
Sure, no problem.
[Wouldn't be the first time Lockheed had been an impromptu romance consultant, it seemed.]
Still, however yeh feel, yeh should be able to work together if it's important.
Re: Sure, no problem.
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*She smiled a little sadly and shook her head.*
As I said, it is complicated, and best not to dwell upon.
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Maybe yeh and him should try to talk about it, anyway. When yeh ain't needin' to slay orcs anyway. Cause if somethin' happens to either of yeh, yeh gonna regret it. That's what I would think, anyway.
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*She smiled a little, shaking her head slightly.*
You are right, we ought to discuss it, but now is not the right time for such things. Assuming we both survive the darkness and battles ahead, we will have plenty of time to worry about... other matters.
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That's the spirit! Beat up the bad guys and then get talkin' to him.
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*Still, she smiled a little.*
And I think fighting orcs will be easier than that discussion... He is not exactly.... an open sort.
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I've been gettin' that impression. I'd help yeh but he'd probably try and arrow Heed or something.
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Most likely, my kin do not take kindly to dragons. Though I did tell him of you once, when I was small. He told me I must have been dreaming.
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Yeh do have a good reason not to. Really? Maybe we should meet one day, then he'll know I ain't a dream.
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*Things seemed so much simpler when she was small. Even though she had lost much at a young age, the world still seemed so different.*
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[That was probably true of all when young. He'd been the same as a hatchling after all.]
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*And that made the tips of her ears turn slightly red.*
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Maybe I should just say I'll date yeh if he don't, see if that gets him jealous.
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*She knew better. They may disagree, but Thranduil was still his father. Such opinions mattered. Family mattered.*
And I do not know what you mean by "date", exactly, though I can guess at the meaning.
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Oh, sorry, it's a term on Earth where people who wanna know if they like each other go out to places. It's kinda variable what it means though.
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And it is not simply a matter of approval of our elders... he is a Prince. Whoever he marries may one day help him rule the Woodland Realm. They must be suited to that role.
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Oh. Well yeh would be an awesome queen, just sayin'.
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I am certainly no queen, nor would I ever make an acceptable wife for him. I fear I am far too independent and stubborn in my nature.
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*She shook her head again, and changed the subject.*
Though it is not important at the moment. There are battles to be won, and who is to say we will both make it through this fight at all?
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All yeh can do is try to survive, but I know yeh will.