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[prettyawkward]

 If this doesn't go well...then...

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[janee]

If what?

[prettyawkward]

This, all of this. All of this I'm doing, joining in...and...I don't know...

[janee]

Then you move on.

[prettyawkward]

I've dedicated my whole life to this. I've...I've given up all of my happiness for this!

[janee]

I had dedicated my whole life to helping my family hunt and kill people, and now I'm... not. Mostly. I've got a new family.

[prettyawkward]

Nobody would want to be my family.

[janee]

If I wasn't so sure that one of us wasn't a hallucination, I would. I always manage to have fun with you and I like hanging out.

[prettyawkward]

Well, maybe it's not so bad if I just pretend...

[janee]

There's nothing wrong with pretending.

[prettyawkward]

I suppose that's true. It's easy enough.

[janee]

Do you like your group?

[prettyawkward]

No. I mean...I don't know. They're all I have.

[janee]

And you don't want to lose them?

[prettyawkward]

[He just gives her a small shrug, reaching up and tugging at a chunk of his hair.]

I don't want to lose my brother, or my sister. All the other can sod off.

[janee]

I don't know if you lose them or not, but I'm going to hope you don't. You deserve to be happy.

[prettyawkward]

I think I lost the chance for that a couple years ago. I think I'll be content with surviving. But, I'd rather do that with someone. Hell, even Avery and Gibbon hanging about wouldn't be as bad...well, maybe it would.