You're still you, aren't you? And you're healthy? [ A beat for that to sink in and a small shrug. ] Yes? Then the rest doesn't matter unless you want to talk about it.
[ Just because you're taller now doesn't mean you're getting out of her "big sister-ing" you, Steve. ]
[ She takes the sketchbook gingerly, paging through it carefully. Her eyes well up as she sees all the familiar faces done in Steve's unique style. Yes, this is definitely still the man she remembers from before, no matter how much taller or broader he's become.
Rubbing her eyes with the back of one hand, she hands the sketchbook back to him, and then throws her arms around him in a tight hug once he's tucked it away again. He'll have to excuse her not saying anything - she's trying too hard not to cry to speak right now. ]
Just be careful, Nat. Last thing we need is you getting arrested.
[Because she helped him. Not that he wouldn't break her out like he had the others.]
And you know, before you get upset at the mere thought...I just don't want your profile to be even more messed up when they inevitably add 'resisting arrest' and 'breakout' to your record.
...Again. We have a bad habit of doing that, don't we?
[ The Raft was far worse than any jail cell he was in, and Scott doesn't want to revisit it again. But he's out, and out is all that matters to him. But now he's got to keep on the down low.
Taking a deep breath, he points a finger down towards the ground. ] Keeping low to the ground is something I'm a master at. Just no... [ He makes a shifty motion with his hands. ] ... jobs on the side.
[He struggles for a moment. He's seen how the passage of time for others affects those he knew when he was smaller. For all he knows, this Amelia is no more real or alive than his dreams of Peggy are, now.]
[ She doesn't understand his worry, and so she does the only thing she can to assure him: She slowly lets down her hair, takes a ginger hold of one of his hands, and presses her hairpin into it. This is such a huge part of her, and they both know it. ]
I'm as real as I ever was. I hurt in the same ways, bleed in the same ways, and do the same stupid things I always did.
[ Gently, she curls his fingers around the hairpin and closes her free hand over his, looking up at him with an earnestness she's never shown anyone before. He can feel the weight of it in his hand, can't he? Feel the way she trembles ever so slightly from being apart from the one multiversal constant in her life? ]
Time has passed, but I'm still here. Just as I'll always be here whenever you need me. You were there for me when I needed you most, and now I'll be here for you in the same way.
Dreams. That's... [ It's more than she can fully comprehend. Her lips draw into a thin line and she gives the hand of his she's still holding a small, hopefully reassuring squeeze. ]
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[ It's really hard for her not to try and treat him like a little brother and hug the life from him, but she's going to stand a few feet back and try.
...and she's going to try even harder not to cry. Hence the clenched fists at her sides. ]
Please don't go away like that again.
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[Not a memory he likes to dwell on. ]
I'm alright now, Amelia.
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You better be, or I'm going to be very angry.
[ And then he gets a little smile. ]
I'm so happy you're home.
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You know
He's Steve! Even the most stern Ex-KGB agents will smile!
It's you, of course I'd be here.
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[ She quirks an eyebrow at him. ]
You're still you, aren't you? And you're healthy? [ A beat for that to sink in and a small shrug. ] Yes? Then the rest doesn't matter unless you want to talk about it.
[ Just because you're taller now doesn't mean you're getting out of her "big sister-ing" you, Steve. ]
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[He hasn't seen many friendly faces lately. The last time he saw Natasha, she was definitely not happy.]
I feel like I've been away forever.
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All the proof you need's in there.
I have to rewatch CAW...excuse the rusty condition she's in
It seems that way, yeah. Sam and Bucky still with you?
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Rubbing her eyes with the back of one hand, she hands the sketchbook back to him, and then throws her arms around him in a tight hug once he's tucked it away again. He'll have to excuse her not saying anything - she's trying too hard not to cry to speak right now. ]
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I'm coming home.
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[That smile evaporated so fast it was like it hadn't ever been there in the first place.]
Buck's...he's safe. Sam and I split up after. I needed to get away.
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When she finally pulls back from the hug, she's smiling brightly despite her red eyes and flushed cheeks. ]
I can hardly wait.
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Understood. I've been traveling. But, I always seem to come back to New York.
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[Because she helped him. Not that he wouldn't break her out like he had the others.]
And you know, before you get upset at the mere thought...I just don't want your profile to be even more messed up when they inevitably add 'resisting arrest' and 'breakout' to your record.
...Again. We have a bad habit of doing that, don't we?
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I do have a friend in the city and I can stay under the radar. It would be harder without SHIELD technology, but I think I can pull through.
Yeah, but true patriots resist. Right, Captain?
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[Sigh. For someone with America in their hero title, he sure seems displeased with his country's leaders.]
You're right. Giving in has never been my strong suit.
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[Breaking folks out of The Raft wasn't exactly easy. He'd rather not have to try and do it a second time.]
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Neither has mine, you know that. Just know I'll be with you, whatever you decide to do.
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Taking a deep breath, he points a finger down towards the ground. ] Keeping low to the ground is something I'm a master at. Just no... [ He makes a shifty motion with his hands. ] ... jobs on the side.
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I'm trying to get back to a place I used to visit....a long, long time ago. Had a home there an everything. But that was...
[He gestures to himself.]
That was before Captain America. Who knows how much it's changed by now?
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[He chuckles despite the flush that flits across his face. They're never ever going to let that go.]
Last time I was in a place like this, a stiff breeze could have done me in.
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[ Scott sounds confused. Yes, Scott sounds very confused. He even looks confused. ]
But maybe time was kind. That's unless you're talking about something delicious like pizza.
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Also, I was dying from some kind of plasma burst. This place is strange even by my new Avenger standards.
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It's a weird place, like here. Lots of different folks.
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[He struggles for a moment. He's seen how the passage of time for others affects those he knew when he was smaller. For all he knows, this Amelia is no more real or alive than his dreams of Peggy are, now.]
Are you still there?
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Don't worry, everything is still shit.
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I'm as real as I ever was. I hurt in the same ways, bleed in the same ways, and do the same stupid things I always did.
[ Gently, she curls his fingers around the hairpin and closes her free hand over his, looking up at him with an earnestness she's never shown anyone before. He can feel the weight of it in his hand, can't he? Feel the way she trembles ever so slightly from being apart from the one multiversal constant in her life? ]
Time has passed, but I'm still here. Just as I'll always be here whenever you need me. You were there for me when I needed you most, and now I'll be here for you in the same way.
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If you want to do an AU thing...LMK
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[ A beat as she thinks she might understand why he's asking. ]
...how long has it been for you?
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Why? Are you up to trouble?
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Seems alright to me. Different, but alright.
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I'm so sorry, Steve.
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Papere I am always up t'trouble but it ain't me you gotta worry 'bout
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