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[deathangeljohn.livejournal.com]

Dying is harder than I thought.

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[itstherules.livejournal.com]

*heaves a sigh* Losing a person closest to me is so painful

[deathangeljohn.livejournal.com]

Zep, beautiful Zep... that's why it's so hard for me - I don't want to leave you behind.

[itstherules.livejournal.com]

I could die with you. Willingly.

[deathangeljohn.livejournal.com]

*sadly* Oh Zep, my love... I don't want you to die. I want you to live and carry on my work...

We still have a lot of time together - for our mission and our love.

[itstherules.livejournal.com]

*tries to smile* Oh yes, you gave me the rules to live by, and I hope they have made me strong enough to carry on your work. But I hate to think that I will have to live without you.

[deathangeljohn.livejournal.com]

You are very strong and the rules will keep you that way. But I don't intend to die for a while yet, my precious Zep. There is still so much for us to do.

*smiles and whispers with a twinge of pain in his voice*

Stay with me, Zep? Hold me?

[itstherules.livejournal.com]

*takes John in his arms, hiding the sudden tears*
I stay with you John…and hold you so tight.

[deathangeljohn.livejournal.com]

*holds him tenderly* I love you so much, Zep...

*reaches to touch his face gently* Please don't cry, I love you...

[itstherules.livejournal.com]

*whispers in a trembling voice*
Sorry, I’m still so weak…
I love you too, John!

[deathangeljohn.livejournal.com]

*kisses him gently*

You are not weak, beloved Zep. You are stronger than you will ever know... and your love gives me strength to bear my pain.

[itstherules.livejournal.com]

*gratefully* I hope so…
You always believed in me, so I’ll try not to disappoint you.

[deathangeljohn.livejournal.com]

You never will disappoint me, Zep. I have faith in your strength, and I love you completely.