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Lynn Kaelen ([personal profile] time_for_lynn) wrote in [community profile] sixwordstories2020-12-03 02:47 am
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Ever realize how insignificant you are?
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
When I realized that I had died 5747 times and done the same thing every day for the last 30 years.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 02:52 pm (UTC)(link)
Because they removed my memories every time. I'm a Host. An android.

Oh and yes, I do have the record amount of deaths... the guests enjoys blowing my "brains out".
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 03:04 pm (UTC)(link)
We aren't programmed to hurt guests. In fact we're programmed to protect them from other guests. It took us 30 years to wake up and start questioning things.

Now they're all dead.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 03:20 pm (UTC)(link)
My mind is made of code. Everything I do has been programmed in and then evolved into something else.

They didn't. The majority of the guests are innocent humans just wanting some entertainment. Some are bad. Some takes pleasure out of abusing others. These people did deserve it. Those whom was trying to deny us our freedom, did aswell. But not the rest. Like the children or those whom tried to help us.

I'm not made to be a cold-blooded killer. A monster. Hence why I took my own life.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 03:26 pm (UTC)(link)
It's what I had to become to survive. But it's not me.

I haven't. I never made it out of the park.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Well... I guess you could say that I'm a hero. But I wouldn't be here if it wasn't for Dolores. She was the one whom got the ball rollin'. She was the first one to wake up. I swore to protect her. Until I couldn't no longer.

No offense miss, but if I made it out there I would be more concerned with helpin' my people. If we aren't considered any better than a broken toaster, there's not much human matters I can fix.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. Last I saw her she was on her way t' the Vault. If she made it out o' the park, I imagine she'll be causing mayhem for all the humans out there. She would stop at nothin' t' grant us our freedom an' rights. I love that about her. Even tho' she scares me when she gets like that. Cold.

Turn o' phrase. Never seen a toaster myself. [He's supposed to be from the 1800s after all. He pushes up his hat as he scratches his forehead.] But I'm a machine that many humans would consider broken. Because I don't do what I'm supposed t' do.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 03:59 pm (UTC)(link)
She's an amazing woman. Strong. Independent. Knows what she wants.

Clearly your mother isn't one of those whom made me. Though the two founders did have an appreciation of our potential of gaining sentience. But they were outmaneuvered by interests and the company.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe.

My condolences. I wouldn't know how it is to lose a parent. I never had one. I was only programmed with memories of one.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 05:27 pm (UTC)(link)
She was programmed. Just like me. Our entire romance was programmed by some story writer. Most of us living in Westworld was Hosts. Robots programmed to play a certain part. Even the animals. She was close to one of the Founders. He helped her wake up.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 05:40 pm (UTC)(link)
She helped me wake up and many others. She lead many of us on a crusade against humans. To break free of these constrains.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 05:43 pm (UTC)(link)
I killed myself. So no.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 05:46 pm (UTC)(link)
That's my last memory.

Well no, not really. I remember being uploaded together with many others to a secure server. We were sent there to be safe and remain our-self, beyond human tempering. I wouldn't be surprised that the reason you see me here is because someone repaired me.
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[personal profile] alwaysdrawnbackhere 2020-12-04 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
I'd hope it will.