[The sigh is that of a teacher put upon, yet again, by a particularly recalcitrant pupil.]
I have no inclination towards such things, John. I believe you know this, underneath your justifications for refusing to aid in my efforts to eliminate the threat to our universe.
Don't give me that crap. You've made plenty of choices to get here and you're making me be the one to pay for them.
[Being part of history? That stings, because, once upon a time, that's what he desired more than anything. He wanted to make history on Earth. Not like this.]
[In honesty, he's seldom felt more willing to strike Crichton than right now. Yes, he had made many choices to get here. And once upon a time, he'd been even less willing to be set upon a path. Crichton, who could have had everything, changed the universe so easily with so little pain...]
A bit tested.
[A hiss of breath before he continues.]
But I have made my own payments, time and again. Payments I would willingly make again if it meant saving the universe from extinction. A simple potential outcome you seem unable to grasp.
[He is silent for a long moment at that, considering the question.]
Trust, no. But work alongside? You know my objectives. My methods. That much could be accomplished if you were not so foolishly stubborn...and so foolishly stubborn merely out of spite.
See, that's the part you really don't get. Oh, yeah, I'm spiteful against your crocodile ass but this... I'm not keeping this from you for spite alone. This power isn't yours to have. The Ancients didn't give it to you. I'm not going to, either.
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I have no inclination towards such things, John. I believe you know this, underneath your justifications for refusing to aid in my efforts to eliminate the threat to our universe.
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Our? Nuh-uh. This is your pet revenge project.
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Do you think, so long as there is a single Scarran left alive, that you will ever know rest?
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Or rather because you became a part of efforts already ongoing. You placed yourself into history, John, not I.
Your refusal to deal with the consequences will not prevent them from occurring.
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[Oh, we are going full tantrum now.]
I didn't do this. I had no frelling choice in any of this. Am I supposed to accept everything you've put me through too? Just "consequences?"
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[Said with just a hint of annoyance.]
And yes, they're all consequences, John, it is the price we pay, being part of history.
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[Being part of history? That stings, because, once upon a time, that's what he desired more than anything. He wanted to make history on Earth. Not like this.]
How's your patience doing now?
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A bit tested.
[A hiss of breath before he continues.]
But I have made my own payments, time and again. Payments I would willingly make again if it meant saving the universe from extinction. A simple potential outcome you seem unable to grasp.
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That's the rub, isn't it? Willingly. Kind of an important qualifier.
[Being obtuse on purpose. How's that last thread of patience holding on?]
I am not unable to grasp it. I'm very able to grasp that wormholes in Peacekeeper hands would have the same damn effect.
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[The mental image still makes him shudder.]
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[He's hiding his hands behind his back, which is for the best as they are very, very eager to rip his head from his body.]
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You already know the answer to that question.
[Scorpoius isn't the only one straining to keep his hands to himself now. Crichton's leather gloves creak as he flexes and unflexes his fingers.]
I just gotta know. After everything you've done. After everything. Do you really think I'd ever trust you?
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Trust, no. But work alongside? You know my objectives. My methods. That much could be accomplished if you were not so foolishly stubborn...and so foolishly stubborn merely out of spite.
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Then we are condemned, to this cycle, until one of us is dead.