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[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

Havent seen the sun in days.

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[timesbetrayed.livejournal.com]

Try years.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

I don't know if I could stand years.

[timesbetrayed.livejournal.com]

After a while you forget.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

That's an icy comfort if I've ever heard one.

[timesbetrayed.livejournal.com]

Forgive me I can be cold at times. You recently changed?

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

*he hesitates, showing the slightest signs of nervous. Averting his eyes, elevating heart rate* ... I don't know what you're talking about.

[closetevil.livejournal.com]

Be glad. It's boiling out.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

I think I'd deal with the heat at this point. Beats the endless hours of being locked away in my lab.

[campjesus]

That sucks.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

It does. I feel very isolated at the moment.

[campjesus]

Well, there's the internet... I spent like, two, three months not being able to go out during the day and trolling 4chan did a lot to kill the boredom.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

It's not a distraction I'm looking for at the moment. Work as been keeping me plenty busy. So busy, in fact, that I haven't been outside to see the sun in what feels like ages.

[campjesus]

Ahh. Just no one to hang out with or anything?
I'd recommend the 'casual encounters' section of Craigslist, but it's kind of like staring into a portal to Hell.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

It's not a matter of company either. It's more ... lots of work to be done and less time to do it in, you know? Keeps me trapped in my office.

I think I'm afraid of people on the internet. None of them seem normal.

[alloy-avenger.livejournal.com]

Haven't hurled myself through it in quite some time.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

Can I ask you why you'd do that in the first place or is it a matter of doing it just because you can?

[alloy-avenger.livejournal.com]

Because it hurts.

Because it's how I was created.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

Sounds a bit masochistic.

[alloy-avenger.livejournal.com]

You can't label everything.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

A masochist and a nonconformist.

I suppose you're right.

[john-kramer.livejournal.com]

Me neither, though it's bordering on weeks now. I've just seen the warehouse.

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

Are you confined to a bed or can you at least get up and walk around once in a while? Also, how's the medication working out for you?

[john-kramer.livejournal.com]

I can walk around sometimes, when I have the better days, which are not very often now to be honest. But the medication is helping, quite a bit actually, I mean it still hurts but it's not as bad as it was. *smiles*

[vampbyscience.livejournal.com]

I'm glad to hear that it's doing some good then.

Can I ask you something?

[john-kramer.livejournal.com]

It is. Thank you. *smiles more*

Of course, and if I can answer it, I will.