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[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

I'm free! And back on active! :D!!

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[no-rainbows.livejournal.com]

Awesome honey, I'm happy for you!

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Farah... I'm really happy for me too :D

[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

Utmost congratulations! Drinks are in order! For you, naturally.

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

Naturally. But I think I've learned... not to drink by myself. *chuckles*

How about I wait for you to come back to Atlantis and we'll have some sparkling champagne out on the pier?

[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

As much as I appreciate the offer, Sheppard, it'll be sparkling grape juice for me.

Not suffering through this for nothing!

So, back to exciting missions, I assume?

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

You got it, $tark. You really will love it here once... you get to see the rest.

Oh yeah! I figured out the device.. thingy all by myself. *sounds five* *doesn't care*

[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

You did? Really? God, tell me! How did it end up?

[Locked]

And have your feelings changed?

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

..Well. I mean, we deactivated and I somehow got McKay to leave it where it was. So I think.. we're good. Um.

[locked]

I.. I think I need some more time? To think about this...

[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

[locked]

Perhaps this device was something that was needed? A little..push that would not have otherwise come?

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

[locked]

*looks a little deer in headlights* I don't know about that... but. You could be right. Hypothetically speaking.

[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

[locked]

Oh, yes. Hypothetically...

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

[locked]

What about DADT? What about the fact he's on my team? I really.. have to think, about this. *takes a deep breath, not knowing why he's so short*

I kissed him again. When I was sober.

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[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

There are a lot of things to consider...that's true. Most of all, I believe you should consider your feelings unhindered by the device...

Lying to yourself gets you nowhere.

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[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

True, you'd think I'd learn that after 30+ years. I do have to thank Pepper, though. It was her cookies that saved me, in the end. Well, her cookie dough, I should say.

I guess it's just... hard. To consider feelings I've always worked hard to suppress. Not that you wouldn't know about that... But that's why I talk to you afterall, $tark. You get me it.

Re: Locked

[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

Pepper's a godsend. Trust me on that.

Honestly, Shep, I know a great deal about what you're speaking. Just...on earth, more. Suppression can be incredibly unhealthy, just...go about this carefully, and slowly.

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[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

I'm beginning to understand why you can't live without her.

Isn't that what they say? Feelings are the same no matter where you go? They're.. universal. *lifts an eyebrow* I'm not sure I know how to go about anything slowly, but I guess I have to try...

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[builfromscraps.livejournal.com]

Try your best, John. I want you in one piece come October.

Let me know how things go, okay?

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[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

I can promise to be.. in two, at most. *nods*

I will, absolutely. Thanks, Tony.

[bonesquint.livejournal.com]

Free?

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

Free... I was taken off active duty for a little while. Long story.

[bonesquint.livejournal.com]

It sounds like one. Congratulations.

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

Thanks, Brennan. Did you solve your case of boy kills girl?

[bonesquint.livejournal.com]

Faster than I thought I would. It ended up being an accident.

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

Well, that's comforting. I mean, relatively so. ...But wait, you compartmentalize. Right.

*frowns* So how's the social life? Up to my covetable 2 yet?

[bonesquint.livejournal.com]

It's still satisfying.

My social life? It's possible. I did go out with my friend Angela the other night, because she was holding my pig hostage.

[colonelinblack.livejournal.com]

Satisfying... Oh yeah, Jasper the pig, right? So I take it you got him back and everything's.. hunky dory?

[bonesquint.livejournal.com]

I'm not sure what hunky dory means, but sure.