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Who?

Why would you even care?

Because I do.

Even if it means looking at my ugly mug?

I said those things so you could leave because I didn't want you to see me.

Well it worked. I feel closer to CJ then I do you.

Why couldn't I see you?

*looks down* you two always were closer.

Because I'd been beaten up.

Then maybe you don't notice things. I've always been closer to you because CJ just ripped the piss out of me all the time. Now I've given up on both of you.

*Raises eyebrow*

What??

You always go to her, always have..

*sighs*

I was beaten up, really badly. Ask dad he saw me.

You're blind.

Who beat you up?

I don't know, some guys who were after the kid that Charlie's adopting.

Does mom know? Are they been looked for?

Jesus this makes me want to hit someone.

No, mom doesn't know and I want it to stay that way. If Dog hadn't cleaned me up again I wouldn't be talking to you now.

*looks down*

I cause so much trouble.

Fuck that I'm telling her. She needs to know it's our mom! If you don't tell her think how hurt she is going to be. And who the hell is Dog!!!

John, I can't do this so her, what if it hurts her like it did dad and she ends up having trouble with the baby? It'll be my fault.

Dog is a friend, he's the guy who looked after me when I was shot that time.

You're hurt and you go to someone else other than your family? Do we all mean nothing?

I won't tell mom if you really don't want me too but keeping things from each other is a way of ripping us apart. When was the last time you even saw CJ? Does she even know?

Dad new and he healed me, that..

Thanks JD, thanks for telling me I'm ripping up the family. Don't worry about it any more, or me..It's a mistake me sticking around when I just do so much damage..

*wipes her tears away*

You don't do fucking damage but you don't think we love you and we do. We want to help but through all of this you've not even come to me and I'm your brother.

*hates seeing her cry*

Look I won't tell mom, I'm sorry but your not the only person in this family who is having a hard time. Mine isn't as bad but I wish you still talked to me about what was going on.

I don't want to talk, thats the thing. It hurts to much to talk.

If you want to go see others and not talk that's upto you.

It's not about that..could you fix me up, could you?

I'd do everything as your brother to try.

But you couldn't and he could, I knew he could. I did what was right, John it would have broken your heart to see me.

*Saddens*

Sure you don't want mom to know Ollie?

I can't change it doing something to the baby.

But you're okay now and she'll calm down once she knows you're alright.

John I can't risk it for dad's sake.

Fine then your secrets safe with me.

*hugs him gently*