*she sighed and moved, still keeping his head in a good spot but lifting his shirt and pressing her lips to his stomach* They'll be fine Sammy....I'll make sure they're fine.
*she grinned and slid up, almost kissing him and then just..averted it to kiss the tip of his nose...remembering* It's normal. *she grinned and rubbed her own tiny little bump*
"I'll call Dr Carr and have him fly down here, get you checked out..." She slipped up and leaned against the wall, pulling him in between her legs with his back pressed against her chest, folding her arms around him and rubbing his stomach. "He'll be here tomorrow and we'll have you looked at." She nuzzled his neck.
Sam didn't fight against being moved, he just helps and moved with her. Leaning back against the blonde and shutting his eyes tightly for a moment. Fighting back tears. "...what if something's wrong though, Jondy?" Sam blinks back tears, leaning his head to the side and relaxing back against her for the most part. He couldn't really help his fears after all...this wasn't normal. Anything could happen.
Jondy just nuzzled him more and kissed at a stray tear. "Samuel Winchester, we will get through this. Together. And with..." She paused, gritting her teeth at a minute. "Dean." Damn it took her a lot to say that name..She instead tightened her grip around him and then snagged her cell, dialing Dr Carr and pulling Sam back against her more, speaking quietly and then hanging up.
"He'll be here tomorrow afternoon. Said for you to just lay down and relax. " She smiled a bit and then nuzzled his neck, kissing it. "Stay with me?"
Sam just sort of basks in the attention Jondy was giving him. He was, after all, an attention whore since he'd been getting closer to the transgenics. Dean had spoiled him and the others just assisted in that venture of making sure he would be alright. His face light up slightly when he heard her say his name, knowing it was hard for her to say it. He didn't blame her either. He wouldn't. He leaned his head back against her shoulder when she spoke on the phone, hazel eyes watching her intensely as one hand ran up and down his stomach.
"I've been doing the laying down part." Not so much on the relaxing part though. He just gave a small, content little groan at that before giving a little nod. "I don't wanna be alone."
It was hard for her to say. So hard in fact that her throat felt dry now just from forcing herself to say his actual name not just him Jondy seemed rather pleased with the conversation as she purred and nuzzled his neck more. "We'll move you in a little bit." She muttered. She was simply soaking this up. Him. Her. No one else. It was nice to be able to do this again without anything else. Course, her stomach was getting bigger by the day but she made the most of it.
"Good, I wasn't going to let you leave anyway." She murmured gently and nipped his ear before pulling back.
At least she conquered something today...she said it. Sam wouldn't even tell his older brother she did or that she had such a difficult time discussing him. Personally, Dean never spoke of the others other than Ben. Sam knew more transgenics than he did; which was sad when someone thought of it. A rumble went through his body as he leaned back against her. "Mmhmm...but in a little bit. Not now." He didn't want to change this moment at all. Course he was already looking forward to Jondy and Ben's baby to even so much as think of his and Dean's.
"Good...cuz I'm still a little scared." He'd only admit that around a few choice people. He tried to be strong around Dean, sure. He tried to be strong around Ben. But when it came to Jondy everything toppled down. "How are you feeling?"
Right. One tiny step that over crossed everything she felt. No feels. She gave a little grin at the rumble and then purred loudly in her best friends ear. It was the cat in her, she'd always blame the cat. "Nope. Not now." She muttered again and closed her eyes, letting those blond curls fall in his face.
"I know you are. And I'll make sure everything is good. I promise. I'm not going to let anything happen to you. " She'd fucking die trying to save him if it came down to it. She sniffled slightly, rubbing her nose with the back of her hand. Around Sam she let her defenses down. Always. It was just how they'd been since they met each other. "I'm okay. A little tired and sore, but okay."
She was allowed to feel, Sam just...wished she would tell him instead of harboring those feelings deep inside her. That'd only hurt her in the end even though Sam would be torn. He was never in that position before in his life. He took in her scent, shutting his eyes a tiny bit with a soft grin before kissing her cheek with a soft grin on his face. "Much, much later..." When everything wasn't hurting.
"I just...wish I wasn't." He frowned a tiny bit, watching her for a moment before running his nose along her cheek, fully turning into putty around her. It was a nice sort of relaxing where he didn't have to care about anything. He wouldn't let anyone die for him anymore. It was his turn to man up and pay the devil his dues when it came down to it and he would. Even though he was sure if it came down to that he'd have to work behind everyone's back. "I'll give you a backrub later...works wonders."
She wanted to, but Jondy was good at hiding her feelings, always had been. Being who she was prevented her from express too much. She just smiled and forced her way through things. Besides, she knew if she did say anything then Sam would be torn and she didn't want that. He didn't deserve that. It was her fault she even allowed herself to start to like him anyway. She took the responsibility. She closed her eyes when he was taking in her scent and shivered just slightly, tugging on the fabric of his shirt before giving a small grin at the kiss on the cheek. "Yeah well, we're lazy lazy kitties." She smirked.
"I know Sammy. I know." She shivered again at the nose. Damn it. When they were around each other it was damn hard to keep her emotions in check. "Sounds like a really good plan."
Sam watched Jondy for a moment; hiding a tinge of regret in his eyes. Sure, he adored the kitten. She made everything in his life better when Dean wasn't there. Or when Dean was off being all big and broody. Sometimes his 'husband' was so difficult with him that he depended on Jondy and the others for the sanity they provided. They...above anyone else, provided that much for him. He allowed her scent to wash over him for a moment, glancing down a bit when she tugged at his shirt before resting a hand over his stomach with a soft grin on his face. He was thinking it was alright for him to be scared over this. After all, if he got too afraid he always had someone there to rely on. "I think your laziness rubbed off on me, Kitten." He pouted a tiny bit (cutely we might add) before leaning his head against hers.
"I'm not supposed to be though, Jondy. I'm not supposed to be afraid of this..." So why was he? He needed to be stronger because he didn't have the benefits of...being a transgenic or anything of the like. "I should get some movies and we could sit down, eat, and wear our pjs while we watch. No chick flicks though..." He laughed a tiny bit before scooting closer to the blond and laying his head on her shoulder.
of course he adored her. She was..the kitten. The super friendly, over exuberant cute adorable kitten. She was content with this for the moment until he'd go home. She'd gotten used to it. He was allowed to be scared over this. This wasn't entirely normal for a male to be...well..knocked up. Jondy at first hadn't even known how to handle it. Eventually though she warmed up to the feeling. "Yeah well, my laziness is my power." She grinned. "Besides, I've cut back on the working and shit and it sends to make this favorite little kitten of yours very very bored." She kissed the pout a minute with a small smirk.
"Sammy? Baby? Listen to me. No, you're not, normally. However? You're carrying inside you some little titans of steel. You'll toughen up one way or the other before I seriously start hurting you." She held him down though, from even thinking of getting up. "I"ll get the movies and you'll go get comfortable." She scowled at him. "Remember what Doctor Carr said? Relaxation. And yeah, no chick flicks. If I cry one more time I'm beating someone's ass. Seriously." She wrapped her arms protectively around him and purrs contently. "My Sammy." She muttered softly.
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"He'll be here tomorrow afternoon. Said for you to just lay down and relax. " She smiled a bit and then nuzzled his neck, kissing it. "Stay with me?"
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"I've been doing the laying down part." Not so much on the relaxing part though. He just gave a small, content little groan at that before giving a little nod. "I don't wanna be alone."
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"Good, I wasn't going to let you leave anyway." She murmured gently and nipped his ear before pulling back.
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"Good...cuz I'm still a little scared." He'd only admit that around a few choice people. He tried to be strong around Dean, sure. He tried to be strong around Ben. But when it came to Jondy everything toppled down. "How are you feeling?"
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"I know you are. And I'll make sure everything is good. I promise. I'm not going to let anything happen to you. " She'd fucking die trying to save him if it came down to it. She sniffled slightly, rubbing her nose with the back of her hand. Around Sam she let her defenses down. Always. It was just how they'd been since they met each other. "I'm okay. A little tired and sore, but okay."
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"I just...wish I wasn't." He frowned a tiny bit, watching her for a moment before running his nose along her cheek, fully turning into putty around her. It was a nice sort of relaxing where he didn't have to care about anything. He wouldn't let anyone die for him anymore. It was his turn to man up and pay the devil his dues when it came down to it and he would. Even though he was sure if it came down to that he'd have to work behind everyone's back. "I'll give you a backrub later...works wonders."
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"I know Sammy. I know." She shivered again at the nose. Damn it. When they were around each other it was damn hard to keep her emotions in check. "Sounds like a really good plan."
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"I'm not supposed to be though, Jondy. I'm not supposed to be afraid of this..." So why was he? He needed to be stronger because he didn't have the benefits of...being a transgenic or anything of the like. "I should get some movies and we could sit down, eat, and wear our pjs while we watch. No chick flicks though..." He laughed a tiny bit before scooting closer to the blond and laying his head on her shoulder.
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"Sammy? Baby? Listen to me. No, you're not, normally. However? You're carrying inside you some little titans of steel. You'll toughen up one way or the other before I seriously start hurting you." She held him down though, from even thinking of getting up. "I"ll get the movies and you'll go get comfortable." She scowled at him. "Remember what Doctor Carr said? Relaxation. And yeah, no chick flicks. If I cry one more time I'm beating someone's ass. Seriously." She wrapped her arms protectively around him and purrs contently. "My Sammy." She muttered softly.