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What development?

I'm learning how to actually be human.

*snickers* I take it the "office" visit did some good?

Better than expected.

*a rare smile crosses her lips*

It shifted the paradigm a little too far.

Too far? What do you mean by that? *is far too curious

*pauses then, trying to figure out how to explain it*

I've always been treated like I'm practically a machine. Which is what I became. There was one person in my life who actually treated me like a person and he's dead.

Until now. Until this. And it's...surprising and intimidating at the same time.

Ahhh. Got ya. *nods* I'm glad things are working out for you.

They are. Surprisingly well. And...I like it more than I should.

*shakes her head*

Dammit, he's fucking winning.

I think you're both winning. Cause you wouldn't be giving in unless it's something you want.

I am so far gone you have no idea, Cassie. You have no fucking clue how badly he's got me.

*tilts head* Is it a bad thing or a good thing then?

Depends on whether or not I can start acting like a human being, or, if it's just going to screw me up completely. I have no idea what a relationship is.

Neither do I. You'll figure it out Katie. You're smart. *shrugs* At least one of us is getting lucky.

Not going well, kid?

*pauses*

You'd laugh if you knew what I almost did.

Not really. Haven't seen him around or anything so whatever. Moving on *shrugs*

What did you almost do?

*arches eyebrow, choosing to say nothing*

I...may have been actually considering having a future with that bastard.

As in the big old crap of a white dress and a ring on your finger?

...yes.

........

Hell has frozen over.....quick grab the ice skates!

Believe me I've been looking out my window for raining frogs or something all day.

He's going to fucking gloat, too, I know it.

flying pigs. Purple elephants or men raining from the sky.

Oh come on, at least give him that.

It's fucking hilarious, isn't it? We could kill each other and yet we were talking about getting married.

It IS just a tiny bit. *grins*

We'd still probably kill each other.

*sighs*

He's got me completely turned around. Not that I'm going to admit it. I still have to take orders from him and I'm not giving him any more ammunition.

So do I need to go kick someone's ass for you? Or send someone anyway.

Awww you love him *cheeky little grin*

No, no need to send someone. I'm fine. Really. Fine.