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[still-angry.livejournal.com]

Still angry at you for dying.

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[memoirsneverdie.livejournal.com]

Yeah, I say that about four times a day still.

[still-angry.livejournal.com]

I can't help it, of course I'll forgive him but I can't stop being angry,

[memoirsneverdie.livejournal.com]

Yup. I forgive Jake, but that doesn't mean I still don't get pissed off everytime something happens and I want him there. Part of life I guess.

[still-angry.livejournal.com]

But I shouldn't be mad at my own dad, but I am.

[memoirsneverdie.livejournal.com]

Was it his own fault he died or did something else do it?

Cause if he killed himself I could see you being mad at him, but if it wasn't, well I don't think I can exactly understand that one.

[still-angry.livejournal.com]

It's not his fault but it's hard not to be angry. My mom married this guy and now she's back working as a stripper because he lost his job,

[memoirsneverdie.livejournal.com]

That's harsh...My boyfriend shot himself in the head. His choice.

[still-angry.livejournal.com]

Yeah, his choice. Dad didn't chose and life is hard without him. I hardly ever see my mom. She leaves for work an hour after I get home from school and is in bed before I get up.

I'm stuck with creepy Frank instead.

[memoirsneverdie.livejournal.com]

Creepy as in..how? Or do I want to know?

I'm sorry. Really, I know how you feel though if that means anything.