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My boyfriend? Unemployed, lazy, sneaky & thoughtless.

And you.. date this man? *as if he can talk!*

I live with him. *facepalms*

Ah, so you support him too? Sounds like an ideal situation. *dry*

Yeah. I know. I hear it from my folks. I'm still in that transition from loving him to letting him go. I just...he was my first love. It's hard to let go.

*looks down, shrugs* I don't want to hurt anyone.

*sighs, realizing he's being a bit unfair* I know what that's like... I ruined a marriage. Sometimes... people have to hurt now to save them from worse later on.

If this isn't good for you now? It won't be good for either of you in the long run.

I know. My mom has this whole rant about how no woman can be a man's mother, and that I'm enabling him to be a loser. It's usually in Spanish, with lots of yelling, but that's the crux of it.

He's so talented, you know? I thought that being a musician or artist made people more sensitive and I put up with a lot. But he needs to grow up. Maybe kicking him out will make him work harder on his music.

I was robbed, the other night, see? And it just made me think a lot more.

Yet you advertise he's your boyfriend? Who's paying the bills? Who's enduring his thoughtlessness and laziness? Seems he's smarter than some.

Advertise? No. Kind of just stating it. I pay the bills. I have put up with his behavior. In fact, if I were honest with myself, I'd have to admit that I've enabled him to be this way, to his detriment and my own. I'm not looking for sympathy. I did it to myself. I'm just trying to figure out how to change course without being an uber bitch and hurting someone I once loved.

*shrug* I'm to blame for my own situation. But I'm trying to figure out how to fix it. He's my first boyfriend. I don't have much experience at this.

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