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Now I miss how things were.

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[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

What things?

[across-all-time.livejournal.com]

With us. I feel since I got all freaked out I messed things up.

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

Do you want us to be more than friends Jack?

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Do we really have to talk about this?

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

I'm guessing your answer is yes.

[across-all-time.livejournal.com]

No, the asnwer is no.

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

So why didn't you just say no?

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Because I get nervous. It's a hard thing to talk about.

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

Why is it?

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Because I'm in love with Laura and I shouldn't have a soft spot for you. I care about you.

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

Are as just me or more than friends?

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If I wasn't with Laura I..yeah I'd want to be more but I don't want to leave her. She's becoming more playful but at times I don't think she views me as a boyfriend.

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

Then maybe you need to talk to her about these things, if she doesn't understand then she's not going to think of you as one.

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Your boyfriend is lucky.

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

And yet he doesn't want me around.

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That's because he's stupid.

[an-instant-star.livejournal.com]

He's got a lot happening in his life.

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I understand.

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You do?

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That he doesn't deserve you.

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It's complicated.