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Dreamed of my life without him.

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[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

And?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

As soon as she heard his voice, she turned and immediately closed the distance, throwing her arms around him. She didn't strangle him but she did hug him as tightly as she could without cutting off air intake.

"And it was terrible. Max was so serious, way more serious than he is now like all the fun just went right out of him. And I didn't just act like I was perfect and cold, I really was that girl. I never realized how much better we are as people just by knowing you. And... when we needed help, when we needed you, there was no one willing to forget reputation or useless conversation and just do what needed to be done. Oh god, they found us out. They took us to this place and took all these samples and injected us with things. I almost died and Max was able to save me but they shot him." Isabel squeezed her eyes shut and buried her face in his shoulder. It all just felt too real. So real she woke up sobbing convinced she could still feel Max's blood all over her arms. When she realized it was just a dream she all but tackled her brother. Michael was next.

Pulling back, she caressed the side of his face. "I'm sorry for what I said. I know why you hate Jesse so much. I wasn't immune. I just thought I was finally over it. I felt the same way about Maria for a long time but even when I hated her, I was always happy for you. I want you to be loved. If anyone deserves to be happy, it's you."

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

( surprised, he accepted the hug and hesitantly put his arms around her in return. he listened to everything she said, letting her talk, she seemed really shaken up about it and he had no idea this whole thing cut into her so much. )

Don't worry about it. And know that I'm happy for you, that you found someone. As quick as it might have been. ( that's him just trying to convey that he didn't say the things he said only to rip them a part. well, sort of. but not entirely. he took her hand from his face and held it between his own hands, shrugging his shoulders ) Everything.. it's over and we'll let it go, and stay out of each other's relationships, good?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

...Yeah. Of course. That's what I meant. *Gives his hand a squeeze.* I hate when we fight. For real fights, not the regular us fights.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

Because the regular us fights are just so much more enjoyable.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

And?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

As soon as she heard his voice, she turned and immediately closed the distance, throwing her arms around him. She didn't strangle him but she did hug him as tightly as she could without cutting off air intake.

"And it was terrible. Max was so serious, way more serious than he is now like all the fun just went right out of him. And I didn't just act like I was perfect and cold, I really was that girl. I never realized how much better we are as people just by knowing you. And... when we needed help, when we needed you, there was no one willing to forget reputation or useless conversation and just do what needed to be done. Oh god, they found us out. They took us to this place and took all these samples and injected us with things. I almost died and Max was able to save me but they shot him." Isabel squeezed her eyes shut and buried her face in his shoulder. It all just felt too real. So real she woke up sobbing convinced she could still feel Max's blood all over her arms. When she realized it was just a dream she all but tackled her brother. Michael was next.

Pulling back, she caressed the side of his face. "I'm sorry for what I said. I know why you hate Jesse so much. I wasn't immune. I just thought I was finally over it. I felt the same way about Maria for a long time but even when I hated her, I was always happy for you. I want you to be loved. If anyone deserves to be happy, it's you."

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

( surprised, he accepted the hug and hesitantly put his arms around her in return. he listened to everything she said, letting her talk, she seemed really shaken up about it and he had no idea this whole thing cut into her so much. )

Don't worry about it. And know that I'm happy for you, that you found someone. As quick as it might have been. ( that's him just trying to convey that he didn't say the things he said only to rip them a part. well, sort of. but not entirely. he took her hand from his face and held it between his own hands, shrugging his shoulders ) Everything.. it's over and we'll let it go, and stay out of each other's relationships, good?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

...Yeah. Of course. That's what I meant. *Gives his hand a squeeze.* I hate when we fight. For real fights, not the regular us fights.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

Because the regular us fights are just so much more enjoyable.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

And?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

As soon as she heard his voice, she turned and immediately closed the distance, throwing her arms around him. She didn't strangle him but she did hug him as tightly as she could without cutting off air intake.

"And it was terrible. Max was so serious, way more serious than he is now like all the fun just went right out of him. And I didn't just act like I was perfect and cold, I really was that girl. I never realized how much better we are as people just by knowing you. And... when we needed help, when we needed you, there was no one willing to forget reputation or useless conversation and just do what needed to be done. Oh god, they found us out. They took us to this place and took all these samples and injected us with things. I almost died and Max was able to save me but they shot him." Isabel squeezed her eyes shut and buried her face in his shoulder. It all just felt too real. So real she woke up sobbing convinced she could still feel Max's blood all over her arms. When she realized it was just a dream she all but tackled her brother. Michael was next.

Pulling back, she caressed the side of his face. "I'm sorry for what I said. I know why you hate Jesse so much. I wasn't immune. I just thought I was finally over it. I felt the same way about Maria for a long time but even when I hated her, I was always happy for you. I want you to be loved. If anyone deserves to be happy, it's you."

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

( surprised, he accepted the hug and hesitantly put his arms around her in return. he listened to everything she said, letting her talk, she seemed really shaken up about it and he had no idea this whole thing cut into her so much. )

Don't worry about it. And know that I'm happy for you, that you found someone. As quick as it might have been. ( that's him just trying to convey that he didn't say the things he said only to rip them a part. well, sort of. but not entirely. he took her hand from his face and held it between his own hands, shrugging his shoulders ) Everything.. it's over and we'll let it go, and stay out of each other's relationships, good?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

...Yeah. Of course. That's what I meant. *Gives his hand a squeeze.* I hate when we fight. For real fights, not the regular us fights.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

Because the regular us fights are just so much more enjoyable.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

And?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

As soon as she heard his voice, she turned and immediately closed the distance, throwing her arms around him. She didn't strangle him but she did hug him as tightly as she could without cutting off air intake.

"And it was terrible. Max was so serious, way more serious than he is now like all the fun just went right out of him. And I didn't just act like I was perfect and cold, I really was that girl. I never realized how much better we are as people just by knowing you. And... when we needed help, when we needed you, there was no one willing to forget reputation or useless conversation and just do what needed to be done. Oh god, they found us out. They took us to this place and took all these samples and injected us with things. I almost died and Max was able to save me but they shot him." Isabel squeezed her eyes shut and buried her face in his shoulder. It all just felt too real. So real she woke up sobbing convinced she could still feel Max's blood all over her arms. When she realized it was just a dream she all but tackled her brother. Michael was next.

Pulling back, she caressed the side of his face. "I'm sorry for what I said. I know why you hate Jesse so much. I wasn't immune. I just thought I was finally over it. I felt the same way about Maria for a long time but even when I hated her, I was always happy for you. I want you to be loved. If anyone deserves to be happy, it's you."

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

( surprised, he accepted the hug and hesitantly put his arms around her in return. he listened to everything she said, letting her talk, she seemed really shaken up about it and he had no idea this whole thing cut into her so much. )

Don't worry about it. And know that I'm happy for you, that you found someone. As quick as it might have been. ( that's him just trying to convey that he didn't say the things he said only to rip them a part. well, sort of. but not entirely. he took her hand from his face and held it between his own hands, shrugging his shoulders ) Everything.. it's over and we'll let it go, and stay out of each other's relationships, good?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

...Yeah. Of course. That's what I meant. *Gives his hand a squeeze.* I hate when we fight. For real fights, not the regular us fights.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

Because the regular us fights are just so much more enjoyable.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

And?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

As soon as she heard his voice, she turned and immediately closed the distance, throwing her arms around him. She didn't strangle him but she did hug him as tightly as she could without cutting off air intake.

"And it was terrible. Max was so serious, way more serious than he is now like all the fun just went right out of him. And I didn't just act like I was perfect and cold, I really was that girl. I never realized how much better we are as people just by knowing you. And... when we needed help, when we needed you, there was no one willing to forget reputation or useless conversation and just do what needed to be done. Oh god, they found us out. They took us to this place and took all these samples and injected us with things. I almost died and Max was able to save me but they shot him." Isabel squeezed her eyes shut and buried her face in his shoulder. It all just felt too real. So real she woke up sobbing convinced she could still feel Max's blood all over her arms. When she realized it was just a dream she all but tackled her brother. Michael was next.

Pulling back, she caressed the side of his face. "I'm sorry for what I said. I know why you hate Jesse so much. I wasn't immune. I just thought I was finally over it. I felt the same way about Maria for a long time but even when I hated her, I was always happy for you. I want you to be loved. If anyone deserves to be happy, it's you."

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

( surprised, he accepted the hug and hesitantly put his arms around her in return. he listened to everything she said, letting her talk, she seemed really shaken up about it and he had no idea this whole thing cut into her so much. )

Don't worry about it. And know that I'm happy for you, that you found someone. As quick as it might have been. ( that's him just trying to convey that he didn't say the things he said only to rip them a part. well, sort of. but not entirely. he took her hand from his face and held it between his own hands, shrugging his shoulders ) Everything.. it's over and we'll let it go, and stay out of each other's relationships, good?

[is-inyourdreams.livejournal.com]

...Yeah. Of course. That's what I meant. *Gives his hand a squeeze.* I hate when we fight. For real fights, not the regular us fights.

[2nd-incommand.livejournal.com]

Because the regular us fights are just so much more enjoyable.